I haven't been productive at all in the last few weeks and as is typical there is a spiral of guilt that inevitably ensues when I feel like my life has been stagnant for too long. I've been thinking about this a lot lately but in particular it has been dwelling on my mind since I watched a video on YouTube, the latest episode of the Smosh Mouth Podcast which is normally hosted by Amanda Lehan-Canto and Shayne Topp, but as Shayne is currently on vacation Angela Giarratana filled in as co-host. In it they discussed vacations and what people are like to vacation with. Angela made an off-the-cuff comment where she said "If you have to ask whether you deserve something the answer is yes, because being alive is hard"
